Conviction

Confused past, worthless feelings, helpless soul.
All of these because I’m a fool.
Counterfeit lies.
All of the smiles die inside.
Imagine heaven grabbed out from under you.
Degraded with the flood.
Your icy assumptions are merciless.
Smashed into with the blade of unemotion.
I’m a brave prisoner.
Wander around with this cold suppression.
You’ve hit precisely where it hurts.
My faith in myself disappeared into nothing.
Forever I’ve been doubtless until I’ve become a pawn of disloyalty.
Once balanced now clumsy.
No one can understand my conviction.

~Karen O