I’ve wasted precious time.
In the time I’ve wasted worrying, I could have been enjoying myself.
I’ve worried about her.
When I definitely had better things to do.

I thought a lot about, "Why she did this?"
Also, I thought of, "How could she do this?"
She put so much stress on me.
I never did understand how that was capable.

Was she really that manipulating?
Did she really have control of me, my mind, and my actions?
Was it really possible?

She took up my precious, blissful nights.
She turned them into aggravating sleepless nights.
All of my mental stability was gone, she had taken it.
What was I to do?
How would I regain my unstressed life?
Would I be able to cope with her manipulation?
How could I go through this?

~Laura S